June 2009
44 posts
Are we human or just denser?
I feel so defeated right now. I feel as if everything has been torn down and split apart. I honestly dont know what to feel right now. I feel as if I cant do it anymore. I cant do this anymore. Im tired of letting myself be vulnerable, because it always happens. I always get hurt. Im tired of it. Im tired of this existence. Im tired of it all. I cant do it anymore. I feel like letting it all out...
Hangovers and Green Tea
So I made some idiotic accusations last night and I feel more and more stupid the more sober I get. I think Im going to take a tad bit of a break from drinking because its just causing me to act irrationally. I need to stop now because for all I know, my biggest mistake hasn’t happened yet.
Jesus I feel fucking stupid tonight
Im honestly not surprise if Elena is mad at me for a shit long time. I was goddamn retarded tonight. Fuck.
Reunion
Times like this… is serioulsy what life is about. When those saparated by barriers are able to cross them… thats life.
3 Months today
“I’m projecting and reflecting desire for you to come into my life Parades of disdain will outshine them all for me and you to get along It’s like running away with the wind in my face It’s like flying And you and I are open wide I feel so excited and delighted today ‘cause you decided to be in my life It’s like running away with the wind in my face ...
Nightmares
I had this dream last night that something really important to me was swept from me. It was surreal and frightening. I woke up in cold sweat, wondering what the hell was going on but relieved and thankful that it was just a dream. A cold, dark, dream. I hope nothing like that ever happens again. I hope shes never taken from me like that in such cold blood. If it were to happen, I will never...
WatchHoly shit, thank you Austin for showing me this!
okay, what the hell
If plans are made, you should go through with them. Not ditch people. Fucking A.
Late night Pastrami sandwich
A good friend of mine recently sent me this email, shedding light on whats been going on with him, or should I say the cosmos itself? Anywho, his email spoke of inevitable things and the actions that all will envelop us. After reading it than re-reading it, I still find that it fathoms me. I mean, I think I understand it but whatever understanding I am trying to muster is eluding me to no end. I...
Showers.
On Friday night(well technically saturday morning), instead of going to bed for some extracurricular activities as I should of, I shunned it in favor of partying so mo’. Worst mistake I’ve made in like a long time. It wasn’t very fun and it ruined the atmosphere and my whole mental perception. Everything was going according to its course and I FUCKED it up by drinking with some...
Poop
I wish I had some mochi. Damn you Titania for having some and being pissed off at me in my dreams. I told you! It was the fucking zombies!
Think the Aurora Borealis is beautiful? Check it... →
Pictures of the aurora from space. Its pretty much tits.
Ack, Little girls
Beating me up is definitely a surreal experience.
Gay penguins raise adopted penguin chick →
Oh sure it’s all good now but just wait until it gets older and asks daddy and daddy why it doesn’t have a mommy and how all the other penguins taunt it at school. And than the protests!
Foodgasm
Let me tell about this awesome website called
http://thisiswhyyourefat.com/
Its god in the form of the most outrageous food on the planet. My god, I would die happy if I could get my hands on the multitudes of food on this site. I wish I could just wrap myself in this heart attack goodness and just eat in bliss.
I might be just be blabbering right now because I’m kinda drunk but fuck...
“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the...”
– Friedrich Nietzsche
Am I doing this write?
Haha, so I guess I’m still figuring this whole dealio out, but I’ve come to a conclusion that some things are just baggage to your conciousness. I don’t think I need to burden myself anymore with unreasonable actions and causes that just hinder my own course in life. Its kind of funny really, how some prevail in a strange course of actions that never really go anywhere. Lets just...
